|Omg I could bury my face in that.|
The husband and I have been at each other all week, and not in a good way :( . Luckily we have 20+ years experience trying to work on our communication and not push each and every hot button the other has. Unluckily, we have 20+ years experience of learning just exactly how to push each and every hot button the other has lol.
Let's just say its been really really rough - not physically mind you, other than the fatigue that comes with emotional exhaustion.
We had a couple of physical throw downs very early in our relationship and we got our asses to counseling quick to avoid that becoming a cycle for us. We were men after all, and men are not really taught how to deal with anger in non physical ways.
That is not what this latest rough patch is about, but I mention it because our relationship is packed with agreements that are stale and uncomfortable. You would think we were lawyers negotiating a treaty rather than lovers and husbands.
I thought we were seriously headed for divorce on Morning Wood Monday night - a day which had started out with such promise! Things had gotten sick between us by that evening and Monday night was a hell I don't want to live through again any time soon.
|Doesn't he look like he is looking for the lube/body wash? I can help him find it right over here...|
Neither of us is likely to throw in the towel on 20 years of love and marriage. It just feels like hell sometimes when you are battling it out and confused about why you are fighting and just wanting the pain to end and find that safe warm spot you used to live in. If that makes any sense.
That's it for me for now! I am off to find something to distract my mind ...